Posted by Anonymous on 2015/01/30 under Uncategorized I gave up on love the day i realized how you can learn to love someone and love them so much that sometimes it suffocates
your heart feels like bursting inside of you how their voice brightens up your day how when you pee you feel the
butterflies fill your stomach and you give them your utmost best and they still grab you crush you down into pieces
your heart shatters like it meant nothing to them how their lies and deciet destroyed you every moment they told you
they do not love you anymore how you run to your friends and they tell you how ugly he is and how he doesnt deserve you
and they do not understand why you cry over him they do not know that he stole your heart with his touch with his smile
with the way he looks at you. You give love one more try but it still slaps you in the face your broken heart shatters
again this time into a million pieces it gets stampled on. Now a guy approaches you a picture comes into mind’
you smile and talk he gives you all his attention calls you and comes to you everyday he makes you feel like he cannot
go a day without seeing you you start to fall for his charms his ways when you need him his there but as time goes by
it all starts to fade fantasy becomes reality and reality bites you you start feeling lonely when he is not there you
cry when something hurts him but he doesnt even bother to call anymore you start crying yourself to sleep things start
to be a blur you do not understand why it is happening or what happened you become so apart that it starts to feel like
you are strangers again you give up on love and close your eyes to lie down hoping the pain will ease a bit that maybe
for a few minutes it will hurt less but it only becomes worse because guess what happens in the end you start to remember
the begining tears stream down your face hoping one day you will be over this nightmare. Then you come back to reality
now the guy who approached you is standing there you look him the eye and say ‘No thanks, been there’ and walk away
without knowing if things could have turned out differently or worse but it doesnt matter now you turned and walked
away from happiness or another hurtful piece of story at the end of the day it becomes apart of life … One day
when you meet someone you will know when to give it a try one more time…
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You didn’t “give up” on love. If you gave-it-up, you wouldn’t want it. Right now, you want it but you’re being a chicken. Everyone’s a chicken in love so maybe you can think about that from the view of that guy standing in front of you. He’s a chicken too. So if you really want to try it, think about you two being chickens together and think whether if when the pain comes, was it worth it?
Sincerely,
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